Ask Jesus to show you that he is real, he is Alive and he is not a Propeht but he is Divine!
Jesus loves you no matter who you are and what you have done in your life, we are all sinners and Jesus Christ came to this world from heaven to live and die for our sin as a human so that we can have a path to heaven. Jesus hated religion he wants a relationship with you and he wants us to have a relationship with him, like a relationship between a father and his child.
Watch the book of John (Movie) which will twell you who Jesus is and why he came to save us and how can you and I be saved.
You can read the Book of John by clicking here:
The Son of God 